We’ve been hanging out 6 months, dating 3, living together 2. I’ve known, been good friends with him for 2 years.
He makes comments like; we need to look at costumes so next year when we go to RenFest I don’t stick out.
I have keys to everything, and we are moving into a new place together, not just me staying at his.
I’m so scared. Not scared in a regular “what does the future hold” way, but doubting when he says he loves me, wanting to cuddle but feeling awkward when he initiates, or asks if i want to.
Meeting his friends and questioning their relationship, even though he’s friends with my ex of three years, who I work with.
He has said multiple times he trusts me and this is a whirlwind for him and it hasn’t happened this fast ever.
In past relationships, I don’t go in expecting life long feelings. Or big steps. I’m used to being self dependent, and having this, the love and trust and hope, scares me. I assume it’s a lie, or at least an exaggeration, but he proves himself and I feel like I am drowning, but don’t ever want to leave.